A really complicated calculus book

As a cure for your desire I recommend a few pages per day of Madsen and Tornehave's From Calculus to Cohomology.
The book starts at the level of advanced calculus and introduces an amazing set of concepts and results: de Rham cohomology, degree, Poincaré-Hopf theorem, characteristic classes, Thom isomorphism, Gauss-Bonnet theorem,...

The style is austere but very honest: none of the odious "it is easy to see" or "left as an exercise for the reader" here!
On the contrary, you will find some very explicit computations rarely done elsewhere : for an example look at pages 74-75, where the authors very explicitly analyze the tangent bundles and some differential forms on numerical spaces $\mathbb R^n$, spheres $S^{n-1}$ and projective spaces $\mathbb R\mathbb P^{n-1}$.

All in all, a remarkable book that should appeal to you by its emphasis on algebraic topology done with calculus tools .

Edit:September 25, 2016
An even more complicated book is Nickerson, Spencer and Steenrod's Advanced Calculus, of which you can find a review by Allendoerfer here.
The book is an offspring of lecture notes given in Princeton around 1958 for an honours course on advanced calculus.
The book starts very tamely with an introduction to vector spaces in which students are requested to prove (on page 5) that for a vector $A$, one has $A+A=2A$.
On page 232 however (the book has 540 pages) the authors introduce the notion of graded tensor algebra, on page 258 Hodge's star operator, then come potential theory, Laplace-Beltrami operators, harmonic forms and cohomology, Grothendieck-Dolbeault's version of the Poincaré lemma and Kähler metrics.
I suspect that a teacher who tried to give such a course at the undergraduate level today would run a serious risk of being tarred-and-feathered.


The obvious "scary book" for linear partial differential operators (and pseudodifferential operators, and Fourier integral operators, and distribution theory and...) is

Hörmander, Lars, Analysis of linear partial differential operators, 1-4, Springer Verlag.


Another ambitious book is Raghavan Narasimhan's Analysis on real and Complex Manifolds
It consists of three chapters.
Chapter 2 contains more or less standard material on real and complex manifolds, but the other two chapters are quite unusual:

Chapter 1 contains some hard analysis on $\mathbb R^n$.
You will find there some classical results like Sard's theorem but also tough results like Borel's theorem, according to which there exists a smooth (generally non-analytic) function with any prescribed set of coefficients as its Taylor development at the origin.
In other words, the morphism of $\mathbb R$-algebras $ C^\infty(\mathbb R^n) \to \mathbb R[[x_1,...,X_n]]$ from smooth functions to formal power series given by Taylor's formula is surjective .
The chapter also contains theorems of Whitney approximating smooth functions by analytic ones: these results are very rarely presented in books.

Chapter 3 is devoted to linear elliptic differential operators.
As an application of that theory, Narasimhan proves Behnke-Stein's theorem (it is the last result of the book) according to which every non-compact connected Riemann surface is Stein.

This is a difficult but great book by a great mathematician.